Wednesday, July 1, 2009

I don't know what to do anymore...


I feel like I'm losing my best friend, and it really sucks. I miss Kitty I don't want to lose her as my friend, but she wants to be left alone and I'm trying to respect that. I just feel like a part of this is probably my fault but I don't know how to fix it. I know she's got a lot of stuff going on, I just wish I could be there to help out. I don't know what to do, so please if someone knows tell me cause I'm at a loss as to what I should do. But for now, I'm following the I want to be left alone vibe because I don't want to upset my best friend anymore than she might already be. On a lighter note, my icon is what I think the marker faries would look like as kittens... :)

1 comment:

Kitty said...

how can i say this with out sounding like the bad guy? its not only him... i have gone threw death,fighting, and the stress of college.... but ive been ignored... i contacted u once to do something thats fine and dandy but i have anxiety abt evrything!!! i stay away from u cuz i hate the way i feel when im around u, maybe it is me and this could b my fault... if u want a best friend then go find a person who isnt messed up god knows u talk to plenty of others, and the same goes for u if u wanted to fix this then y not try to talk to me! i lie to u all the time im almost nevr busy but since im fucked up and lonely ill will leave u alone cuz theres no fucking point anymore!!!!